Beginnings get complicated the farther we progress.......opinions are calculated immune to openness.......

This is what i have been doing all my life........


Wanted to be a pilot........f***ed that up
Wanted to join the services......f***ed that up
Wanted to be the best engineer......f***ed that up
Wanted to be the best manager......f***ed that up
Wanted to be the best son..........f***ed that up
Wanted to be the best brother...f***ed that up
Wanted to be the best friend......f***ed that up
Wanted to be the best guitarist........f***ed that up
Wanted to be the best basketball player.........f***ed that up
Wanted to be a writer........f***ed that up
Wanted to design video games......f***ed that up
Wanted to chill out for a year after college.......f***ed that up
Wanted to drink till i puked......f***ed that up
Wanted to smoke till i passed out......f***ed that up
Wanted to scream out from the top of my lungs for no reason...........f***ed that up
Wanted to jump from the top...of anything......f***ed that up
Wanted to win Pepsi storm......f***ed that up
Wanted a black unicorn......f***ed that up
Wanted to be the best at everything.....f***ed that up
Wanted to be with the one person i most relate to since school.......f***ed that up
Wanted to kill someone.......f***ed that up
Wanted to get famous before turning 25......f***ed that up
Wanted to get laid before turning 21......f***ed that up
Wanted to get a summer job before the placement week....f***ed that up too....:-)
Wanted to go base-jumping........f***ed that up
Wanted to work at Lehman Bros..........f***ed that up
Wanted to drive a Ferrari Enzo.....f***ed that up
Wanted macaroni for dinner last night.....f*** that
Want to see Dream theater in concert.....f*** that
Want to party on the beach.....f*** that
Want to get high tonight.......f*** that

So whats awaiting me?
Life bring it on...........................and i'll show you how it's to be f***ed.